I am finding my path with God more and more every day.
Last year I fell into a bad toxic relationship, overall it was 2 years long but last year things got worse.
Things didn't end well to say the least (she cheated).
I lost myself towards the end and I didn't know who or where to go to.
I hid it from everyone, including my closest friends and family because I didn't want to admit defeat, especially when I try to put on a facade sometimes that my life is 'perfect' simply to not upset or worry anyone.
Last year when things got toxic I was praying a lot and going to church regularly, as I was seeking help in the situation.
I had this one friend who invited me to her Church one Sunday, I trusted her and told her everything that I was going through.
It wasn't easy but it was all bottled up and found a sense of relief.
Before we went into the church she grabbed my hand and told me to close my eyes and prayed for me.
It was a very vivid moment for me.
She showed that she truly cared.
Keep in mind I see her rarely and we aren't super close.
But in that moment I felt love. (not directly through her but that God was watching over me)
The holy spirit was flowing through me.
Since that day I have taken my faith very serious and try to improve more and more daily, not to want anything more but to experience life in a more present manner and see the blessings that were always there.
Now for some of you its simply Easter,
for others its the day he rises.
But honestly it doesn't matter which camp you fall into.
Know that you are loved.
I am wishing everyone seeing this a pleasant start into the new week.
and most importantly...
Build your Reality.