I had a great morning but now it feel like everything is failing. Like I just talk with guys and now I feel like to stop talking to all of them because the way I am feel like I will never be good enough for someone to love me because the way i am. I feel like i will be alone and no body will understand me. I just open the window a little it cold to change my mind and it help a bit but I still feel stuck that I am not good enough

Why I feeling drain and so down all day. It like i just feel like i am not good enough. I feel like crying all day but didn't. I want for a small walk that help a little but the feeling is still there stuck. I just want to have a good day. I know soon I will go to bed. I will do some of my diamond art maybe put music on that is calming. I am on my grounding mat.

Something I’ve been thinking about lately is how direction and self awareness go hand in hand. But the truth is… sometimes it’s not even about having the whole path figured out. Sometimes it’s day by day. Sometimes it’s minute by minute, depending on what someone is going through. And that’s okay. What matters is being aware enough to pause, check in with yourself, and keep moving forward the best you can. That’s still growth. That’s still progress. Built Not Broken 💪🔥

Boss left me alone in the machine shop… but put on Barney music to test my patience 💀 3 years ago I might’ve lost it… today I just shake my head and keep working. Discipline wins again 😂”