Something incredible happened in the early hours of this morning to me...
Omg I need to share this with you all! I have been feeling very conflicted about a big decision regarding an opportunity that has arose. I have asked for signs and asked my intuition many times, I pulled like 20 cards lol. And yet I was still second guessing and doubting myself and these signs. Then I decided I was going to journal on it. I resisted, and put this off for days and then this morning in the early hours I couldn't sleep because this was weighing so heavily on me. So I simply picked up my black and gold journal I had bought especially for shadow work. I first sat with myself in complete silence of the early hours. I listened to the thoughts coming up, including the what ifs and the anxieties. I let my ego speak it's fears. Then I heard my intuition. I felt it and heard it. I asked it and it said Yes. Not a simple nod of a yes, not a maybe. I felt a strong pull forward in my solar plexus and in my stomach. After that I picked up my pen and the words just flowed out of me. All the pros and cons, the doubts, the what ifs, the fears, my true feelings on it. And after writing pages. I knew without a doubt I was meant to take the leap of faith and say yes. I realised there were way more pros then cons, the cons and the perceived risks just seemed louder. I thanked my mind and my ego for protecting me. And then I said out loud. I'm doing this, I'm saying yes. I thanked my guides, angels and the universe for supporting me to come to this decision. *Then it happened...* I somehow must have gone into a state between wakefulness and consciousness. I definitely wasn't fully asleep. I heard this really loud jarring sound, and suddenly it was like I was watching a movie screen and someone had pressed fast forward. It happened so quickly in a literal flash. I heard laughter, I saw someone I saw yesterday in a shop who I hadn't seen in ages from my childhood and never really talked to or got along with. Then the most unbelievable thing happened. Still with the loud, bewieldering noise. I saw an eye. An actual eye. And then the eye was in a triangle and then I saw these symbols. I can't remember them that well but they were illuminated in a blue glow.